Saturday, December 3, 2011

Don't talk peace - BE PEACE.

Don't talk peace - BE PEACE.

We keep seeing statements about peace and love floating over twitter and facebook, and that's all well and good, yet still it's business as usual and war continues. We can keep talking and talking about peace but we need to start actually acting and BEING what peace is - and this ESPECIALLY goes for those of you who work in the violence industries - police, soldiers, guards, fbi, cia, private security forces. We need soldiers to NOT blindly follow orders, to put down their weapons, to refuse to fight. If enough people in the violence idustries around the world do this - the old men who are paying you to hurt people won't have enforcers anymore. We must cease the brainwashed mentality drilled into soldiers and other violence industries. The "follow commands and question nothing" mentality needs to stop. DO NOT FOLLOW commands, and QUESTION everything and if it doesn't feel right in your heart - and you WILL KNOW IT WHEN IT DOESN'T feel right (unless you're a psychopath - in which case you enjoy hurting defensless people) don't DO IT! YOU have the ability to do this but FEAR keeps you from doing it and the cycle of war and violence continues. Screw the old men protecting their wealth by commanding young men to fight. They will learn ONLY if the young men won't be their slaves.  What's Dick Cheney going to do if his war mongers told him to fuck off? He's going to be a shriveled pathetic little wimp is what he is going to be. He is only powerful because legions under him kill when he says to. It's the same with all of them.

Killing these people or bringing violence against them won't do anything either, because violence only begets more violence and someone else will pop up to take their place.  The only solution is to NOT FIGHT FOR THEM - yo NOT ENGAGE in their game, consciously or unconsciously.

The last real president we had was Kennedy, and he was shot in the head because he refused to play ball and wanted to expose the secret money system - undo it, and return the U.S. to not only printing money (the treasury) but using and OWNING its own money - not borrowing it at endless interest rates that can never be repaid from a secret group of tricky old bankers that own everything the moment the loan is taken out from money that is created from debt - or nothing - and not creativity or productivity.

Whenever there is talk of peace like this, you will hear someone get angry and yap on and on about how we NEED war and how we are only walking in this country because of the armies who fought to protect it.  I understand that many men did what they thought was right and gave their lives and underwent terrible misery and sights and sounds in wars, and I respect that they did the best that they could do at the time with the limited information they had at the time, but those were different ages, and the governments and the men that rule those governments through money and banking were able to hide at that time and brainwash people into believing the lies and justifying killing others in the name of 'patriotism' when really, as it was back then and as it is now, war is about a few keeping money and power in their hands.

Back then they were able to hide, but that time is over now, and the information is out there for even the most regular joe to see. There are no more excuses for going along with killing and violence anymore. The old machiavellian schemes of controlling the populace by endless divide and conquer scenarios and problem reaction solution tactics isn't working anymore - and PEOPLE ARE WAKING UP to these tricks. Are you? Or are you still ready to KILL another being to protect your special group? Do you REALLY think YOUR group is better than any other and has more of a right to live and be? Do you really think any group can provide any excuse for war and killing? If so - you are delusional, and I feel sad for you and hope your delusion ends.

People,  nations, and groups are all just humans, and should we find alien life, which is highly probable, then we are all  BEINGS, regardless of difference of appearance, belief, or opinion.  We have so much communication now, that we should be smarter, but many are getting dumber. Why?  If everyone would stop for a moment with the identification and alignment of themselves with  only certain people, nations, religions,  and groups - and see that we are all ONE on this planet together, and even beyond that - all part  of CREATION - we could stop with war paranoia. We could stop with killing. When I say creation I mean ALL - everything, and I am not talking about any particular religion or science world view, which only further divides and condones war. I am talking pure existence.  You exist right now and are having an experience, and so is everyone else you ever encounter. Everyone has a right to that experience, and no one has a right to force what they think is the best experience or way of being onto any other.

If people still want to fight, let them go in a big arena where people who enjoy fighting get their aggression out on other people who enjoy fighting. Everything is out in the open now, enough information is on wikileaks alone to show the killing of innocents by our own U.S. government. We send our youth off to destroy families to grab a little more oil.  WE ARE THE TERRORISTS of the world currently, so if there is still a WAR ON TERROR it is a WAR on OURSELVES. That is true madness, that is true insanity. The regular person who was blind now knows these things or is starting to know. The average person now knows the federal reserve is NOT a government institution out to help you, and that the IRS and income tax were NOT always something that was here nor should be here. Not one dollar of that money goes to any public facilities - it goes to the military industrial complex to keep the killing machine in perpetual motion -  so when you say "I pay my taxes," perhaps you shouldn't feel so great about it.  People are waking up - but what will they do - what will YOU do? Choose to go on in the ways of the old, business as usual?  That's not working anymore, and the ponzi scheme house of cards is about to fall, but what is under it just might be beautiful, it just might be peaceful, it just might be true change or metamorphosis into a new way of living in unity and love - true caring, not hippie pot talk. Or it could be total destruction and misery.

What will it be? What will you do? What will you CHOOSE? Will you TALK of peace and harmony - or will you BE IT?

- Blackout

PS: Please watch this video - this was written and filmed by Charlie Chaplin in the movie "The Great Dictator" in 1940, and over 70 years later it is just as - if not MORE prevalent than ever.  It has been slightly modified, with modern day images overlaid over his speech, but the speech has not been altered.

Monday, November 14, 2011

Nothing Real Can Be Theatened

Nothing real can be threatened. Nothing unreal exists.
Nothing real can be threatening, yet unreal nothings persist.
Dreams can sometimes seem to hurt, but soon you will awaken.
Pain leaves from being truly alert, realizing only your perspective was mistaken.


Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Groups & Group Think or Herd & Hive Mentality

The only useful thing to come together into a group for is to help all the INDIVIDUALS of that group. The group is not a real thing. The individuals that make up the group are. The group ONLY derives its power from individuals. When you treat groups like individual living beings (which they are not) like how corporations are treated, you give power to something that can't think, has no conscience, morals, ideas, love, or concern for other real individual living beings because it isn't real. It's a conceptual zombie. It's funny how much trouble power imbued into non existent things like 'groups' cause. Religious groups, political groups, terrorist groups, racial groups, gang groups, financial groups, business groups, all waging war against other groups and individuals in the name of the group. It's endless. I'm not saying it isn't good to come together into a group for a cause or to brainstorm some ideas with other minds, that is very useful, but always REMEMBER what the group is - a bunch of INDIVIDUALS. So don't FIGHT for a group. We are all one - but we are not a group, we are all individual unique parts of one isness, god, chi, being, energy, or thrice great okapi - whatever you want to call it.

When you watch the news, the weather reporter says, "it snowed today," but no two snowflakes are ever exactly alike. The reporter should really say, "200 billion individual unique water crystals fell from the sky today!" But of course, maybe that's asking too much. The point is, the saying, "United we stand, divided we fall is great IF and ONLY IF the purpose of being united is for the protection and freedom of the INDIVIDUALS who are uniting - and only if they grant that same freedom to others who unite for the same purpose - understanding that all human beings are EQUAL. It's kind of a paradox because "United we stand, divided we fall," is actually a very terrible saying if the one saying it is a dictator coming at you with his army, and he wants you to be united to HIS ideas.


Saturday, September 10, 2011

God VS Science. The old Science / Spirit / Religion / God debate down to basics. PHILOSOPHY FOR IDIOTS 101

Science has become a religion and religion has tried to act as science.

Both are ridiculous when approached this way. Spirituality and science can and should mix. The challenge lies in chucking religion out the window and realizing science has become the new religion and just as dogmatic.  Rule #1 spirit does not = religion or some ghostly concept. Rule #2 - there are no rules, only observations and experiences.

When science gets right down to it they still observe experiences and then name things laws or forces while still having NO idea about the origin or source or the 'WHY' of the happening force or observation. To mess this up even more, and is known that the very act of observing an experiment taints it's outcome.  So, they still try, and they start making a lot of names on things they have observed like "the law or force of blank".

They call it the force of gravity or spin or magnetism or 'nature' but these are just words.. not understanding.  Not one scientist still has any idea true explanation WHY magnetism has a force or WHAT let alone that force actually IS except a bunch of legos (well they call it various different names but I'll use legos as a material equivalent to any particle of physical matter for simplicity) causes the force of gravity or why atoms spin around a nucleus or disperse into a wave (everywhere at once - which is of course impossoble but happens) or WHY the speed of light is what it is - they call it the laws or forces of physics or 'the law' of nature.  They sure like that LAW word a whole lot, but they might as well call it the laws or forces of the great Okapi of planet turtle or the enforcement of the grand Rainbow Chimera of Poonah.  There is no consistent origin ever found, only endless theories of observed machinations usually based on matter alone - and many scientific studies have found that there is an energy that appears to NOT be matter.  This freaks them out and then they have to make even more incredibly insane theory to account for this unaccountable stuff in what they consider a very accountable 'real' profession and 'real' world so they call this other stuff that doesn't work in their equations weird names like "the dark force," or "dark matter,"   yet they make fun of people who believe in spirit? What? Are you kidding me? Although some scientists are starting to finally come around.  Now you scientists out there - let me not make you get your boxing gloves out.  There are certainly great uses for science and it has discovered a great many things - but it has not MADE those things - those things were always here. Science didn't CREATE radio. Radio waves were doing their thing flickering about without are awareness before science stumbled on them.

Science claims to be real, based on FACT, but 90% of science uses something called 'imaginary' numbers.
Seems a little ironic? Don't ya think? A little contradictory?

So science is NOT much different than religion in at least THAT respect and this is not an essay to rank on science but it is just an eye opener that science can and does act as blinded and ridiculous and dogmatic as religion. This is easily proven by looking at the history of science.  Just as many people have been killed for challenging science as have been killed for challenging church, or a a religion. Don't get me wrong here, I think religion is a huge pile of crock too.  I propose spirit to be able to be religion-less.  The word spirit gets a very bad rap as does the word God so let's call it beingness or ISness.

When you come right down to it - despite all the various and infinite complexity we see around us and experience, a lot of us really want to know just what the fuck is going on here anyway? Many people have devoted their whole lives to this.  Most people find it gives them too much of a headache and would rather go shopping.   Well here it is, I'm gonna lay it out.  I'm not supposed to do this because of some secret code or something or other but fuck it - it comes down to this:

There IS, or THERE is NOT.

Since you are here reading this, you are having an experience, we therefor have proof that there is IS.

You may be thinking of that old philosophical quote from our good buddy Descartes: "I think therefore I am." but I propose it gets even simply. I AM. Nope.. wait.. evene simpler than that.

AM is.

Something, whatever quality or words or concepts or debates or structures, labels or proofs or fighting or skewed things we may throw on to what this is IS does NOT MATTER!

Is IS!  YOU ARE HAVING AN EXPERIENCE NOW... controlled or free or somewhere in between - it matters not. The fact of the matter (or the consciousness) is that you are having an experience and exist in the sense of this experience and this CAN NOT BE DEBATED! Debating it simply proves it further!

Even if you are a computer program - even if you are a construct of some sort created by another entity - it does not matter - YOU EXIST.. IS... IS.  The other entity would have to be in part you, or constructed by yet another entity, ad infinitum, and all entities involved would have to be having an experience in order to create an 'artificial' experience for you.  There is no escaping this point.

Getting past this simple point, there are basically two main camps of thought or ways to look at things after you get the above:


The IS that exists is MATTER and it's like legos and we evolved from chemicals and rocks randomly banging around, but there are all sorts of issues with this perspective such as why are the material things here in the first place unless they always were here and if they always were here then why would they suddenly start banging about or exploding and mixing unless they always were doing that so you always go chasing down a rabbit hole of some prime first causer or mover of things and then the question again comes well where did this prime first mover or causer come from - what caused he/she/it to begin - so no matter how you slice it, whether you are chemical goop or not you always were here and we get back to the same old is IS!  Why do we need the secondary creation of the isness banging around from a causer of goop mixture to create consciousness? This is a big doozy... the rocks and molecules and chemicals and legos and quarks and atoms and stuffezes or whatever name we want to give them combined randomly to somehow form a SECONDARY state of consciousness and holy crap... even though IS IS, you someone how formed by mistake and secondary to this IS and have this one life to experience this... massive.... accident.  Thank god I'm a scientist to know this.  This actually makes very little sense when you really think about it, so let's look at door number two.

2: All that there is is consciousness.  This makes SO much more sense. If Occam's razor applies than wow are we getting a better shave here. ALL that there is is.... IS - is IS EXPERIENCE, is is THOUGHT. Is IS consciousness!  We already proved it by the fact that you are having an experience right now that can not be disproved in any way shape or form, so why go through all the extra secondary loops of viewpoint #1?  Materialist things that we gave all the above names are projections of this thought, this experience, this energy or ISness, infinitely playing with itself.. dreaming itself, separating from itself and connecting back into itself in different ISness, in different thoughts.  MATTER as we would call it, is just equivalent to a dense dream... a dream that SEEMS more persistent than our nightly dreams, even though it most likely IS no different.  Think about it.  Sure, right now you say, my computer is real, my pen is real.  I can't walk though my table just by willing so... I can't make my pen go through my table.  But if you could change the rate of vibration - you COULD! This has been proven.  Think of it this way.  Most people will say you can't walk on water, only Jesus could do that, but when is the one time you CAN walk on water? When it's ICE.  ICE is still water, it's just at a denser or slower vibration. How do we know Jesus didn't just walk on ice? Also, you can't walk through ice, but if you change it vibration to a higher one, in essence transmuting it's form by melting it, you can now get through it.  Start to look at everything this way and play with the idea.

When you are asleep at night and dreaming, in your dream you think many things are real too, until you wake up, or even better, become AWARE within your dream - into what is called a lucid dream.  So it's not so much that science is all wrong, I think science is starting to come into the realm of being able to detect and measure spirit and consciousness, and I think in the near future to think you don't have a soul, spirit, or some energy form that is a continuity of consciousness and has direct effect on the world around you will be just as silly as us now thinking the world is flat or that the earth is the center of the color system.  

The funny thing is - both these viewpoints are really the same, it's just that the second one offers the ability of a wider view and makes MUCH more sense and allows you to consider your infinite nature and ditch the issue of "IS there God and if so where is he/her/it?"  God is not outside, nor inside, but ALLside! There is NOTHING that is NOT God. God is not a bearded white, black, yellow, or purple man with a beard, unless you really want it to be - your thought and energy into that belief system will probably make it so for you.

This is why the God word has been so tainted that is just causes too much trouble and freaks people out so let's just say there is nothing that is not IS!  Try and imagine it... the lack of is... - you can't! You probably picture a blackness or a void or an empty space in a bowl or something like that, but that IS something - that is not nothing! In truth, you do not have the cpacity to imagine nothing because there only is IS! Nothings are  like placeholder blips like binary code to form more diverse complexities of the only thing there is - the IS - and endless creative infinite spiral of never ending experience.

You exist, you always have existed, you always will exist - however your experience may change, however your form may change, however your dream may change. You are given so much freedom in the existence, that you are allowed to believe that you don't exist or are controlled by some other being that is superior to you when in fact it would be impossible to not be a part of this being if this was the case.

You are IS, you ARE AM.

AM AM AM. Therefore HAVE FUN!

All is all. You get to see the rest of you through having the illusion of the separate you and the wonderful dreams and terrible nightmares that come from this duality, until it is recognized and the veil is lifted.

Enjoy! And here, have a cookie!

- Blackout

Monday, September 5, 2011

Isn't just being beautiful? 
Tell AM what AM think?

Friday, September 2, 2011


(I made this impromptu rap today.. you may need to mouth beat box)

Cheese is the holy of the liquid goo,
that comes from a cow but isn't piss or poo
it's titty milk baby like your mama gave to you
but fomented and cemented into something new!
How is it, I ask that there's so much cheese,
when there's only one cow how'd they make all these?
Ok motherfucker there is goat cheese too,
but a cow plus a goat still only equals 2
and there's so many more than just 2 cheeses
there's a fucking million of them and the count just increases
I ain't talking kraft and that velvetta crap
gimme hard core cheddar yeah that's where it's at!
or maybe baby swiss, if I'm feeling holy
or some crumbled blue cheese when I'm old and moldy
it's a sickness it's a craze it's an addiction disease!
I just have to admit,
I like cheese.

- Blackout

Thursday, September 1, 2011

A word on Free Masons

I am not a mason, but I have friends who are and I have done my share of researching and understanding what it is based on (good original intentions based on lofty spiritual ideas) that I believe have been infiltrated, with the infiltration's intention of installing more global control and power in the hands of a few for a one world government dominated by force. At the highest levels this is what appears to be going on at least from all the research and evidence I have been able to ascertain.  I am not for this at all, and if you look at my website you will see sections on financial awareness, spiritual awareness, and health awareness that help people be more aware and not sheeple.

However, you can't call free masons evil just like you can't call any one group of anything evil.  I think, like many secret orders that tried to teach hermetic and ancient traditions through gnosis , the highest levels were infiltrated and since the order is so compartmentalized and secret, the sincere good free masons would have no idea and consider all negative talk about their organization an attack, and from their perspective, they would be correct.  We all view the world from our projection of it. 

Basically all entities polarize at some point into believing we are all one and connected, or separate and I better look out for only me - survival of the fittest.  There is a third camp that does believe we are all one, but that that one must be controlled through power an might alone - hence he sees the other selves as being weaker and needed to be enslaved or controlled, along the lines of demonology hierarchic rule. The world is currently being run by the negative second camp who believes they are absolutely correct and just in what they are doing and that if they weren't they wouldn't be at the top of the pyramid - but the world is waking up and hierarchic structures times and darkness are coming to an end.  The individual must awaken though.... no shouting, fighting, trolling, insults... attacks.. are going to do anything but fuel the weakest most trivial parts of your being.

Ideal society arises ONLY from the individual, who may inspire by example but must be immune to the uninspired, and be willing to suffer the consequences of his determination to the very end.

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Is positive thinking a fairy tale load of malarkey?

This is in response to a letter written in to me by Yvette38 on the Blackout Bulletin Boards (

Positive Thinking
“The technique of positive thinking is not a technique that transforms you. It is simply repressing the negative aspects of your personality. It is a method of choice. It cannot help awareness; it goes against awareness.
Awareness is always choiceless.
Positive thinking simply means forcing the negative into the unconscious and conditioning the conscious mind with positive thoughts. But the trouble is that the unconscious is far more powerful, nine times more powerful, than the conscious mind. So once a thing becomes unconscious, it becomes nine times more powerful than it was before. It may not show in the old fashion, but it will find new ways of expression.
So positive thinking is a very poor method, without any deep understanding, and it goes on giving you wrong ideas about yourself. 
Positive thinking came out of Christian Science. It talks now more philosophically, but the base remains the same — that if you think negatively, that is going to happen to you; if you think positively, that is going to happen to you. And in America that kind of literature is widely read. Nowhere else in the world has positive thinking made any impact — because it is childish.
“Think and grow rich” — everybody knows this is simply foolish. And it is harmful, and dangerous too.
The negative ideas of your mind have to be released, not repressed by positive ideas. You have to create a consciousness which is neither positive nor negative. That will be the pure consciousness.
In that pure consciousness you will live the most natural and blissful life.
If you repress some negative idea because it is hurting you…. For example: if you are angry, and you repress it and try to make an effort to change the energy into something positive — to feel loving towards the person you were feeling angry with, to feel compassionate — you know you are deceiving yourself.
Deep down it is still anger; it is just that you are whitewashing it. On the surface you may smile, but your smile will be limited only to your lips. It will be an exercise of the lips; it won’t be connected with you, with your heart, with your being. Between your smile and your heart, you yourself have put a great block — the negative feeling that you have repressed.
And it is not one feeling; in life you have thousands of negative feelings. You don’t like a person, you don’t like many things; you don’t like yourself, you don’t like the situation you are in. All this garbage goes on collecting in the unconscious, and on the surface a hypocrite is born, who says, “I love everybody, love is the key to blissfulness.” But you don’t see any bliss in that person’s life. He is holding the whole of hell within himself.
He can deceive others, and if he goes on deceiving long enough, he can deceive himself too. But it won’t be a change. It is simply wasting life — which is immensely valuable because you cannot get it back.
Positive thinking is simply the philosophy of hypocrisy — to give it the right name. When you are feeling like crying, it teaches you to sing. You can manage if you try, but those repressed tears will come out at some point, in some situation. There is a limitation to repression. And the song that you were singing was absolutely meaningless; you were not feeling it, it was not born out of your heart.
It was just because the philosophy says to always choose the positive.
I am absolutely against positive thinking. You will be surprised that if you don’t choose, if you remain in a choiceless awareness, your life will start expressing something which is beyond both positive and negative, which is higher than both.”
— Osho
This was posted by someone I follow
This challenges some things I believe, so I naturally have questions. 
If someone confronts you and is very angry and you feel threatened and anger arises within you because of the fear but you recognize your feelings and you do not like feeling this way, why would you not choose to be positive(react in a way that feels better to you)
If everyone goes around "not pretending" or showing their true feelings would our world not be very tense and violent? Someone at some point has to choose positivity or it might escalate into something neither wanted. You also said something about shifting your focus, how is this not the same as choosing a positive outlook versus a negative one.
Do I need to start talking like this when I am confronted?:
Anger has arisen in me, but I do not put the blame on you... however, I choose not to react with anger because I don't like the way it makes me feel (and because if I let it consume me I may kill you) therefore even though I know my being feels anger I chose not to react with anger.
If I want to choose to be positive...I should not have to explain myself or feel like I am being a hypocrite because I KNOW EXACTLY WHY I AM CHOOSING
POSITIVITY.....(so i don't resort to murder) - Yvette38
My Response:

Dear Yvette38,

This sounds very out of the Buddhist camp of thinking. While criticizing positive thinking as weak and repressive, it basically emphases positive thinking at the same time by saying awareness is best, but then it throws you a loop by saying awareness is always choiceless.

I find that to be a bunch of crap, because it took me quite a bit of focused effort and CHOICE to become aware. An aware person does not react, but makes the CHOICE to be ok in any situation to the best of his / her ability. This is a CHOICE. If awareness were not a choice, then all of the people who are running around like chickens with their heads cut off would not being doing so, and all the killing would not be going on, and all the religions against each other and various hate groups and armies and war would not be infinitum.

People fall into these states for one of two reasons, either by a choice to polarize negatively for power - meaning thinking one's own being is a SEPARATE entity from all other beings and thinking that, taking it further in thinking that by gathering power / money / resources / gold / barby dolls / women / tanks / land / diamonds / slaves / fill in the blank here of whatever - said person or said entity will have domination and dominion over the OTHER entities that it perceives to be LOWER than itself.

I am not one of the believers in the "life is suffering" Buddhist camp. I also don't buy into this Osho stuff. Osho CHOSE to focus and become aware and write what he did, that was a constructive, positive, aware choice, it was not choiceless. The writing contradicts itself.

Being aware is a choice. To be constructive and choose positive joy experiences and things in your life is not to repress negative things. You don't need to repress anything.  All the negative things show you what you don't want and help you refine what your prefer so in fact there is no positive and negative, only awareness and PREFERENCE of experience.

Let me give an example of the difference:

4 people in a room, an optimist, a pessimist, Osho, and me - Blackout an aware by choice dude with a cool hat.

An electrical socket bugs out and starts a fire as I am trying to make some tasty nooks and crannies for my other three guests. The wall starts to slowly burn.

The overly depressed pessimist's reaction:

"There's a fire!!! Oh my god!! A FIREEEE!!! Fuck me!!!! Fuck life!!!!! yesterday a flood.. and now a fire.... I might as well just burn since we're all gonna burn in hell on this shit animal dog eat dog planet anyway!  It just figures there would be a fucking fire today! We're ruined!  and I really wanted that toast......fuck me, fuck you, fuck it all!"

He will probably put the fire out if he stops bitching and panicking long enough to do it, but then he will call all his friends and talk about how his life sucks and he has more proof that it sucks because his house caught on fire.  He will do this for the next several days, weeks, months, maybe even years... or maybe he panics so much and bitches so much that he just dies in a blaze of realistic negativity. Being burned alive does in fact suck.

An absolutely ridiculous positive optimist mind over matter person who lacks any realism or practical skills can act the complete opposite way yet still end up with the same results. While a fire is obviously burning in their reality they can say to themselves: 

"There's no fire.. fire is evil and destructive and burns things and I refuse to acknowledge fire in my quantum universe.. no I am perfectly fine I will imagine the wall fire free....I will IMAGINE water being poured on it"

That idiot will of course burn in a terrible fire as well.

Osho, if he follows his own stupid philosophy will say some useless drivel such as this:

"I have no choice but to be aware of the universe in which I have no choice, only awareness, ahhh... what is this horrible burning sensation I feel? Yes... yes.. this must be fire... I am on fire. I could make a positive choice and put it out but that would be repressing the fires being and I will not do such a thi..."

He would of course keep talking but his charred jaw just fell from his burnt skullface. Dumb ass. See what your 'choiceless awareness' got you? It got you a burnt skullface.

Then, we come to me. While the other three idiots burn or complain or repress and deny, I will very simply and calmly grab some water and put the fire out as fast as possible, and then simply move on to making some more tasty toast in a better wall socket.

DONE. Negative situation not repressed - just an aware conscious choice to choose the best possible outcome for me and OTHER selves around me made.

Really... some people take this awareness conflict stage to such retardedness.

Don't repress shit. If something negative happens, simply  and calmly deal with it and choose what you now like and prefer and move on with your knew knowledge gained from dealing with the situation. The universe is a feedback loop of consciousness, you are both creator and created, you can both drive and be passive - but your awareness of that is a focused effort.

- Blackout

Keeper of the Burnt Nook & Crannie that is Slightly Soggy

Sunday, March 13, 2011

It's who I AM.

It's my blessing. It's my curse.
It's my best. It's my worst.
And though you may not understand it,
don't you dare go reprimand it,
cause when you think you've got me pegged
I trip you up between your legs
so now you think I want your cookie
but I'm into psychic nookie
I don't play with playing girls
But I'll take you for a whirl
on my spiricomicoaster
you're the chicken in my roaster
and while you're busy trying to change me
trying to fix and rearrange me
I'll be laughing all the way
at all the little games you play
so bring it down a notch there sister
cause you can not trick a trickster
so let me say it once again
I'm who I AM I'm who I AM!

I'm who I AM I'm who I AM I'm who I AM!
and what you think of me I do not give a damn!
I'm who I AM I'm who I AM I'm who I AM!
Have you ever met a true authentic man?

You're still chasing dreams made up by Uncle Sam!
Nope. You do not want a true authentic man.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

What can we learn from evil? Call them what you will. Supposedly EVIL people get stuff DONE!

What can the 'light' side learn from the 'dark side? What can the 'good' people who have no interest in running for office learn from our supposed 'evil' political leaders? Quite a lot! For instance...and I quote:
''We're an empire now, and when we act, we create our own reality. And while you're studying that reality -- judiciously, as you will -- we'll act again, creating other new realities, which you can study too, and that's how things will sort out. We're history's actors . . . and you, all of you, will be left to just study what we do.''
This was not some new age crystal holding California beach bum oddball who had smoked a little too much weed. No my friends, this was one of President Bush's top aids and advisors, and this quote is from the New York Times, not "Spirit Today" magazine. So take that for what you will, you supposed 'realists'. You left wingers and right wingers need to realize that BOTH wings you have sided with are PROPS set up for you to side with, and BOTH wings and BOTH sides have scales on them, and the scales stinketh of a FOUL odor!

Like it or not, your country is being darkly led by people who not only follow, but USE TO THEIR ADVANTAGE occult and spiritual practices as well as physical and psychological warfare against not only their perceived enemies, but their OWN people - their own nation.  They use these things not for the good of all,  but for THEIR personal advantage and agenda, because they don't believe in ALL, they believe in THEM,  and as if that wasn't enough of a bitch slap to the face to wake you up, they blatantly think you are a draining spongy waste of energy soaking up THEIR resources!  BUT - WAIT.. WAIT.. there's more! On top of all this, they MOCK you publicly for not being aware of just how 'smart' they are, and how dumb and 'asleep' you are.  Their attitude is that you deserve whatever scraps are left at the table after they pillage it, because like a dog, you sit around wagging your tail and begging, all the while obeying them - the masters, who do the real work in the house. 

Don't believe me? Here's the New York Times article:

The above quote probably makes you get a little angered - as most people don't like to think of themselves as dogs, slaves, or sheep, but I have to say, while I do not agree with what they are doing or how they are going about it, I have to admire their gusto and I agree with their 'create your own reality'  philosophy ONE HUNDRED percent.  The difference between me and them is that I use this philosophy for GOOD in my own life and I wish to help others achieve such a state - while they feel there are limited resources and want to repress you so that you don't TAKE any of their 'stuff'.   "Myyyyyyy preciou$$$$$," they say! Lay off! They want to KILL a lot of you OFF because your are using up the 'stuff' of the world, and that's  their PRECIOU$$$, not yours! How dare you! Slave!

You can run around for ever like a chicken with its head cut off - confused and stir crazy as your mind goes through its loops trying to analyze everything and find out what's 'real' and what's 'true' for the rest of your life, endlessly in REACTIONARY mode, and just when you think you have figured it out - you get thrown off again because you are always following or reacting and never taking the wheel and driving to create your own truth.

Why not be the Emperor of your own life and not be ruled or reigned by these people who think of you as stupid cattle or sheep?. Are you not CONFIRMING their lowly idea of you by allowing yourself to be led to obviously stupid conclusions so easily? How do you break the chains? You stop bahhhhing like a sheep and you take the steering wheel of your vessel and you guide your own life towards good as YOU design it and your dreams. Everyone's dream isn't the same. Everyone isn't going to agree with you. Many will think that your dreams are crazy. Who cares? GET OVER IT! You must learn to simply not pay attention to others critiques unless they are helpful to you and get on with the business of CREATING YOUR OWN LIFE AS YOU SEE FIT. How can anyone else EVER really tell you what is best for you when they have NEVER had the experience of being you? The ONLY time the above rule does not stand is if your fantasy life consists of DOMINATING others or forcing YOUR will on others who do NOT wish to be imposed upon.  You may get away with it for a short time, but it will ALWAYS come back to you, and YOU will be dominated just in the same manner that you forced yourself unto others.

The Emperor of his own universe does not need to IMPOSE anything on anyone anyway, for the universe comes to his aid of its own accord, for the universe IS the non physical part of him. Such is the same with ALL beings.  There is nothing you are not a part of and there isn't anything that isn't partly you.  The life you experience is by your discernment of such.

Many many people thought Walt Disney was an egotistical prick nutjob - and maybe he was, but call him what you will - he got what he want DONE!  As fantastical and UNREALISTIC as it seamed, he STILL MADE IT HAPPEN! He told people, "I want a world named after me where ducks and mice and chipmunks hang out and talk to people in a fantasy land," and he FUCKING MADE IT HAPPEN! HE DID IT!  My hat goes off to this man!

I love Disney World despite the good or bad character who MADE it. I love his CREATION. Walt Disney may have been a sweet man and he may have been a nasty son of a bitch.  I don't care. I can never really KNOW as I can only read about him from a third person point of view that OTHERS have written.  Just as a MAP of Manhattan is NOT Manhattan, a BOOK about  Walt Disney is NOT Walt Disney. What I CAN experience FIRST HAND though is what his force of will created: the theme parks, the movies, the characters... these things all still stand long after he has moved on to somewhere else.  Creative will followed through goes a long way. A long long way.

Imagine if our country were led by men of great compassion with wills of such creative intensity! Imagine absolute CREATIVE WILL  moving towards love, liberty, and light by those who understood the same practices, principles, symbology, psychology, and spirituality that the current administration uses to separate, segregate, suppress, and manipulate.   Well, you don't have to imagine, you can just take a look at our founding fathers, the Constitution, and the ENTIRE reason the United States of America was CREATED for - to STOP such silliness and have each man pursue his own happiness freely.

You can have empathy without bringing yourself down to the level of the sufferer you empathize with. You can have compassion while still being happy and joyful and not feeling guilty because at this moment in time, someone else is not happy.

At all points of all time - in a dualistic world that allows all things and free will, different entities will be having different experiences that add to the WHOLE of creation. Always, some are having fantastic, joyous and ecstatic experiences, as the same time that some are having horrific, sorrowful, and despair filled experiences. YOU decide your state of mind. YOU decide how you interpret things,  At least you CAN decide once you realize that you have the ability! If anything has been shown throughout time, it is the pure triumphant power of the focused human spirit!

The examples are endless in both the dark and light directions. Choose which way. Which way do you want to go? If you don't act, you will be forever acted upon.

State of BEING or state of MIND always TRUIUMPHS over state of environment or state of state - EVERY TIME. ALWAYS. Being is eternal, even though it is eternally changing.  State is transient and illusionary. Your state is something that passes through your being and can be altered according to your awareness, your focus, and your will, and not vice versa. While the vocabulary may be confusing because one says things like, "a being passes through many states," in truth, the states simply pass through or are put on like costumes by the being.

Imagine. John Lennon had a point. Imagine. Imagine the state of mind you want to be in, and then be in that state.  Imagine the changes you want to see in the world, and then BE those changes.  Imagine the state of respect and love you want to see yourself treated with, and then treat yourself and all others with that state by BEING it.

What's that cheesy character of Ben Stiller always saying?

"Do it.  Do it."

- Blackout

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

The New World Order verses the Old World Odor

Not all secret societies are evil nor are all 'power elites' evil. Like anything else, there are polarized sides. There is a 'good' version of the New World Order where that order is freedom, peace, awareness, and enlightenment. These people want to see 'one world' together for good reasons and they don't want to FORCE it on anyone, nor could they, because the good version of the New World Order starts with YOU being in order of YOURSELF. When you are in ORDER of YOURSELF and you study YOURSELF in relation to your world and  vigorously apply guided self observation to 'step out of yourself and take a look at yourself,' only then will you be able to see what actually drives you, what actually motivates you, and Who You Truly Are.  Are your hands on the steering wheel of your life? Do you guide your own thoughts and use the love filled creative ones that serve you and others?  Are you guiding the direction of your own life intentionally and internally? Or are you randomly ricocheting off of others projections unto you, whether those projections be those of your parents, family, loved ones, friends, society, institutions, media, ect ect ad infinitum.

Let's just get this out of the way right now:  There IS the "New Word Order" that most people talk about, or that gets labeled "the NWO conspiracy'. It exists. It is real.  The evidence is there for those who will but look up from their Oscar and reality shows. It is planning and plotting as we speak.  It does not care about you, your opinions, your life, your friends, or you families. You are cattle to them. Let's get a little clairty and stop calling it "NEW" though because it is not new by any means shape or form.  It is very old, and it's been going on now for a long long time. The New World Order of the power mongers is that world order which is propagated up by the lonely empty void of materialism, its designers who pull the puppet strings, and its worshiper puppets also known as 'consumers' (ummm.. that would be you).  This is the world order where the order is taken and kept in place by fear, control, enslavement, brainwashing, torture, and genocide by the military industrial complex.  "Order out of Chaos" is the main theme of both 'good' and 'bad' groups of secret societies.  The bad ones want the order to be kept ONLY to them, and the good ones want to enlighten the world, but know that THAT doesn't work either, because individuals MUST ENLIGHTEN THEMSELVES.

Again, I must repeat - there is nothing 'NEW' about the NEW WORLD ORDER that you surely must have heard of by now, and most likely, you have one of these three views on:

VIEW #1 - That it is all hogwash and so completely unfeasible and impossible that such a HUGE secretive underground taking over of the world by taking control of the 'systems' that effect EVERYONE's lives could be true. (You'd be wrong. Systems are easy to take control of, especially when most are ignorant of how said systems really work.)

VIEW #2 - You believe it to be true but don't want to think about it as you think there is nothing or little you can do against something so vastly huge and well planned out.  "Hell, if they can kill Kennedy & Martin Luther King right out in the open when so many loved them, how can I possibly hold up! So let me go and watch American Idol while there is still some time left in the very little free time I do have in my frantic nervous life that is mostly filled with chasing the rapidly decreasing in value dollar bills that I desperately need to live...if I can even call this desperate running a life." (this ain't a great attitude about the whole thing either)

VIEW#3 - Not only do you KNOW about it, but you have been tracking it, and you're MAD AS HELL AND YOU'RE NOT GONNA TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!! You're TEETHING WITH ANGER AND HATE AT THESE BASTARDS!  You're no wimp!  You're no puss! You've got your bunker ready. You've got your canned and dry foods ready and a year's worth of bottled water as well as your own solar powered panels connected to an indoor hydroponic garden set up in an undisclosed rural area. You've sold off all your stocks and have gold bullion under the bed in a titanium safe in your secret fort.  You've purchased some unregistered weapons, took some marksman courses, and you're ready to die for your family, your friends, and your country.  If and when those United Nations or Fema troops start trying to march people into camps, not only are you NOT going, but you're going to take some of those motherfuckers out first!!!!  "VIVA LA FREEDOM!!!! DIE COCKROACHES!!!!!  SAY HELLO TO MY LITTLE FRIEND!!!!!"

While a slightly more proactive approach, and I admire your balls to the wall attitude, as you can see. This option ends in failure as well.

It is a poor choice - because it is again based on FEAR, only this time fear that has been transformed into ANGER, and while anger is surely better than fear, because at least you got off your ASS and got moving, it is still REACTION based rather than creation based out of calm and careful observation, thought, and planned action.

But we'll get to that in a second.

Let's get back to this thing that should really just be called the OLD WORLD ORDER - or even more correctly, the OLD WORLD ODOR - because the whole thing stinks! So sayeth the Thrice Great Book of Stink (the only true bible of the ancients that tells it as it really was and is, and doesn't lie....ok.. well..for the most part it doesn't lie.....OK..Ok.. yeah...there are a few pages.. or..perhaps chapters..ok whole SECTIONS of the book that are questionable...ok...OK!..the whole BOOK is questionable but...wait let's get back to the discussion...)

I propose that there is another way, a non fearful way, dare I say an even a loving and compassionate way of dealing with this epic shift, and I don't mean that by using the word loving that you have to be a pacifist.  Far from it.  Before I talk about what I think is the way best to handle this predicament, lets talk about what I think you DON'T have to do:

You don't have to go into an underground bunker (unless you really want to play GI JOE and it sounds like fun to you because,  hey - I'm all about fun).  You don't have to stockpile weapons, not that there is anything wrong with owning a weapon if you want to, but you must realize that it isn't a permanent solution. It is a temporary band aide at best that will eventually loop back to the original issue.

Revenge NEVER works out.  It just doesn't. Let's go over a typical attacked, retaliate, counter retaliate revenge scenario for you to understand this:

They shoot your Dad for some reason.  You shoot their sons, but you miss one.  He vows to get revenge and shoots your wife, you, and then your children - but he misses one. That one grows up and vows to get even greater revenge and finds and captures not only your killer, but all his children, and tortures and kills their wives first in front of them and then shoots a few of THEIR kids too just for good measure.  He didn't count on the one forgotten evil retarded cousin though, who surfaces out of nowhere and finds not only your son, but the rest of HIS family, and dismembers your son while alive, and then tortures all your remaining  descendents and leaves cut off body parts and horse heads in your dead children's children's beds. Do you see that this ridiculous never ending ring a round the rosy of revenge is a looping train on the same circular track that never ever ends? Do you see how retarded it all is?
Our founding fathers were aware of the above scenario and so they didn't throw, "the right to bare arms" into our constitution's bill of rights at the #2 spot because they were high on cocaine like our buddy Scarface in the above video, or because they just 'loved' guns and violence that much.  Most of them abhorred violence, and they knew that guns are just another form of power by coercion through physical force (the threat of the bullet), and when you leave such a power by physical force ONLY in the hands of the power hungry psychopaths (i.e: usually those who are already in control of systems, resources, or those who WANT to be - i.e: politicians, huge corporations, & government), well then you are just ASKING for trouble, because it is a somewhat sad but fairly true fact that those who are the most fit to lead have no interest in leading or controlling others, as it is counter to their nature and they are far more interested in doing their own thing than in mucking about with other people's lives, and that those who are the least fit to lead are usually the ones who become societies' leaders because they ARE fascinated by messing around with other people's lives.  It gives them a rush. It makes them feel powerful and in control.  It seems ass backwards but it's true. Those who don't wish to lead others have the same power and control - but in a better direction - over themselves.  This is the area that needs to be focused on by individuals if they want to ever get rid of the stink of the old world odor, and tis a very very smelly stinky odor indeed.

Those who are least fit to lead become politicians because they had the most interest in leading and controlling others, and they enjoyed the manipulation game to get to the spot where they THINK they are leading - but then they get tapped on the shoulder by an even bigger power.  A power that not only wants and demands the control, but wants to remain behind the curtain while the politician puppets do their little dances for the public.

Never think for a moment though, that even THOSE people are sitting at the top of the food chain, because they're not. They are subject to the same laws of the universe as everyone else - and what 'goes around comes around'.  It is not anyone's job to CORRECT anyone else - but it IS their job to protect and correct themselves. The universe is doing just fine on its own. We're still here right?  You're reading this right now right? Fantastico! Shout glorious praise!

The founding father's knew about this loop de looop, and THAT's why the right to bare arms is the very second amendment of the Bill of Rights in America's Constitution - because should that controlling power get corrupt, which history so far has shown happens...ummm.. ALWAYS (hence the saying "absolute power corrupts absolutely"), then you are in for some REAL trouble if you don't at least have equal means of physical force protection for yourself in balance to the equation of corruption from the power hungry psychopaths.

As you can see - this lends itself to a continuous no win scenario. A zero sum game. It feeds constant paranoia and stockpiling on both sides of defense and offense, master and slave, owner, and worker, government and individual, military and civilian -  all these terms being polar opposites of the same thing - and history has shown us that it just leads to shitsville! Hence, the foul odor of the old world order odor!
The greatest minds of all time have pondered this issue and given it some serious THOUGHT and known that LOVE and respect of yourself and of your neighbor as your other self is the only way to true freedom and goodness in the world, but love is such a wishy washy word to so many people these days that it gets a very bad wrap and brings up visions of drug addicted hippies with bad hairdos holding flowers while on way too many drugs.  That's not love, that's just the 60s - which had a lot of love it, but it shouldn't be the defining image of it. LOVE is not passivity. LOVE is a powerful force - for it is the ultimate force that all things we know are made of and move in, of and through only with its power. Do you think a lightning bolt is wishy washy? Well guess what, a lightning bolt is love.  Do you think the intense force of gravity that holds you on this planet and holds entire solar systems together is wishy washy? Gravity is love.  Gravity doesn't need to smoke a joint and go, "wow.. that's deep brother."  Gravity is powerful love to. Want to test it?  Jump off the empire state bulding (without a parachute or bungee rope). Can you feel the love now? I'll bet you can! Love will smack you up! You don't need to only think of red hearts and little cherub cupid figures when you use the word love. Love is way more powerful a force than that, but you've got to USE the force Luke. Or at least so says Obi-Wan, and he seemed to fair well against the oppressive psycho Darth Vader, and even Vader eventually came back to the light / love side in the end.

So. I propose, firstly, that you CHUCK fear out the window.

There is nothing to FEAR about this old skeksis oligarchy or what 'THEY' are trying to do, because:

#1 - more FEAR out of you is exactly part of their plan, because FEAR leads to panic, panic leads to rash unthoughtful decisions and further manipulation by that which you FEAR. There's an old saying, "that which you FEAR, you bring NEAR."

#2 -'they' (with they being the Old World Odor Skesis Darth Hitler / Rockefeller types) succeeded a long time ago and they are just trying to fully lock the son of o' bitch down. Anyone who opens their EYES can clearly see that we have ALREADY BEEN LIVING in that ugly stinky version of world order (or again... I should say world odor...) for a very long time!  The 'New' in their version of the 'New World Order' REALLY should be translated to read "Our Finally Complete, Private, and Inescapable World Order, run BY us, for us, with you, those who we PICK, as our slaves.  That clears up the confusion a little bit.

However, once you open your eyes, you AWAKEN, and you are hypnotized no longer! You can breathe a great sigh of relief and actually inhale the non stinking air of the true NEW WORLD ORDER that is on its way.  An order where each member of the world is ILLUMINATED from WITHIN and not bouncing off other's projections of fear and scarcity. A world where each individual gives, not only takes, because people FREELY give when they are in tune with themselves and doing what they love. There is no need to TAKE anything from anyone when you realize that you have ALL OF CREATION inside of you and working with you in unison at all times.  You literally have trillions of cells in you that have even more trillions of their own little orbital systems within them and so on and so on ad infinitum - all of them humming and buzzing with energy... waiting for your command, waiting - for your CHOICE. The puny little 'evil power elite skeksis funky bunch would have NOTHING and NO POWER if the sheeple would stop FEARING them and WILLINGLY keep giving up their SOVEREIGNTY.  It's just that f-ing simple people.  They derive their power from their very cunning understanding of your complete lack of power by your submissiveness!  IF all beings STOP being in a trace like state of hypnotic submission, and instead become AWAKE & AWARE - then the madness ends! Since you can NOT control all beings, but only YOURSELF, then that is the only place where you can take action, and worrying about others who will not WAKE THEMSELVES UP FROM THEIR sleep is fruitless. You are right here right now reading this because YOU want to, not because I am forcing you.

Do you worry when you wiggle your fingers that perhaps it's not going to work and your foot is going to kick you in your ass? If you have any sense whatsoever the answer should be NO!  You trust in your own autonomy and sovereignty. You trust in that if you think of wiggling your fingers, your fingers are going to wiggle - even though you may not fully understand the insane complexities of HOW it all works.  So if you trust in wiggling your fingers the way you want them to wiggle, why not trust it in wiggling your life the way you want? I promise you, it works!

I know... I know, that for some of you total materialism types this is going to be too much for you. You need your FOX news.  You need your MEDICATION! You have a REAL CONDITION and I surely must be talking a lot of spacey new age mumbo jumbo nonsense, but I'm not asking you to take what I say as fact - only to consider it, and experiment with it in your own life and see what results you get.  You have to at least admit that even the best of once 'old school' materialist physics scientists are starting to see that materialism is a dead horse, and that THOUGHT and INTENTION EFFECTS REALITY, and that REALITY is based on FREQUENCY, VIBRATION, OUTLOOK, ATTENTION, and CHOICE of the one OBSERVING it.

CHOICE is the KEY word. The new world order that is coming will not be FORCED on anyone such as how the one that is currently in place IS. So which one do YOU wish to be in? YOU GET TO DECIDE! No one can decide for you.  Oh... here's a hint though... if you DON'T decide, you are allowing others to control and manipulate you by default, so you get the stinky OLD WORLD default.

DEFAULT always leads to DEFEAT. That's the way the old system is designed, because they know people are LAZY and SCARED. Think on it - if you don't show up to court, you lose by default, of you don't pay for something they say you defaulted on your loan and they take it back, even though they never really loaned you any money in the first place! But don't get me started on that - that's a whole other article for another blog. Let's stay on track here. When you don't choose, you default, and when you default, you have already been defeated, you have already given control of your life to some other hands by your CHOICE not to CHOOSE! This is a very important lesson if one wants to leave the road of sheeple and podlings and start the path into the endless glory that it is to be a self actualized and self determined sovereign human being!

One must learn to CHOOSE love and not feed hate and fear by DEFAULT.  If you don't choose, someone else chooses FOR YOU. If you do not take the reigns of your own life, then you will BE REIGNED by someone or some group who thinks they know what's best for you. Now that doesn't sound like much fun does it?  Then why is everyone doing it?  Easy - because it's EASY to let others do the choosing and it takes some effort to steer your own ship! Also - most people picked up a lot of very poor HABITS that your silly parents probably taught you thinking they were doing a good thing by telling you to always obey authority. God knows the media doesn't want you thinking for yourself or there wouldn't be all the opinion shows TELLING you how awful the world is and what to think and what to buy and WHO to FOLLOW, and then what drug to take to keep you from killing yourself because you feel so bad about everything that when you wake up each morning you want to blow your head off for living a complete BULLSHIT LIFE.

Scared little sheeple?  Good.  That's exactly how they like it so they can sell you some drugs.
Almost ALL the stuff you read about the Illuminati and the Freemasons and the 'power elite' and blah blah baaahh baahhh (sheep sound effects) is not about the good ones, but about the infiltrated perverse versions. The clutching old power mongers who as we speak are not trying to do anything NEW, but desperately trying to KEEP what is ALREADY IN PLACE going by whatever means possible! The only reason it is able to keep going is because most people REFUSE to THINK, take the reigns , and be the CREATORS of and responsible for their OWN LIVES! They RUFUSE to LEAD THEMSELVES and so they are easily lead around like SHEEP - and then they wonder how it can all be so BAAAAAHHHd! (get it?  BAHHHHd.. that's more sheeple humor)

The time of this stink fest is at its end. People (and even many sheeple) just can't hold their noses closed and their eyes shut much longer. They smell the stink and they see the ugliness for what it is, and they are ready to be done with it, and to choose beauty, and truth, and for GOD SAKES a better deodorant, and the old wolves are PANICKING about this like the last of a species that KNOWS it is going extinct. THEY CAN SENSE THAT THEIR TIME HERE IS UP AND THAT THEY ARE LOSING THEIR GRIP, and so they are pulling out all the stops and making their last moves to keep the old guard in charge. It's working to a degree, as most people live as sheeple and in fear, but that is the LAST tool the skeksis have, and even THAT is ending. People are TIRED of being scared. Tired of popping pills. Tired of endless wars that they know nothing about. People are waking up, and the old world odor KNOWS this, and this is what THEY FEAR.  They are the ones who are now experiencing the greatest fear that they tried to perpetuate on mankind (ain't karma a bitch?), or they wouldn't be DOING what they are DOING - acting like hunted animals, like desperate hoarding scavenger vultures - infighting amongst themselves as they try and store up and hoard all the world's reserves of every precious resource in vaults, buy up or repossess all the property and bankrupt everyone else like the end of a Monopoly game! I can just hear them... and they sound like Gollum from the Lord of the Rings: "My preciousssssnesss... MINE!!!! MY Precioussssss!!!!!!!"

It really is hilarious when you think about it. This old group of skeksis are starting to panic now just as most of the world has been PANICKING  BY DESIGN for so very very long!  They see that they are running out of ways to keep 'regular' people asleep, drain their life essence, and keep them as slaves like they did to the poor podling villagers in Jim Henson's "The Dark Crystal"

So what's it gonna be?  Are you going to let this nasty stinky bunch of old smelly skeksis from the OLD WORLD ODOR keep you in FEAR? Are you going to be a little slave sheeple PODLING for the rest of your life...staring like a zombie at the endless crap on TV until you look exactly like the drained soulless creature in the video above?  Or are you going to STEP UP into your birthright and give FEAR a boot to the head! Come on now my little beacons of light - TAKE YOUR INNER POWER, and OWN IT - for NONE of the designers, manipulators, or maintainers of that old dark (and quite smelly) system can STOP the NEW AWAKENING that is HAPPENING for ANYONE who WANTS IT. Not them, not their sons, not their son's sons, and not all the guns and bombs in the world can stop LIGHT - and I gotta tell ya, that's what you're made off.  Sure.. the skeksis may be able to shoot out one light bulb with a gun, but they can't shoot out the light of the SUN. It is time for the darkness to end, and for the OLD WORLD ODOR to be hit up with a can of RIGHT GUARD. The first candles have already been lit, the torches are being passed, the foul stinketh is being hit with some air freshener, and we my friends, are beyond the tilting point - and NOTHING, I repeat, NOTHING, can stop the spread of LIGHT through this world for those who want it, but for those who don't, you may have your darkness and RFID implant chip if you so please, and you can continue wearing OLD SPICE, for the world loveth you so much, that it allow you to stinketh! So say the Thrice Great Book of Stink!

What's my name? Blackout, and by knowing my name, may you be in one NO LONGER.

Love, Light, LAUGHTER, Kindness, Creativity & Abundance ALL-ways,

- Blackout

Further Study:

Loose Change - What REALLY happened on 9/11?

Monday, February 28, 2011

The Fire We Create

To She the Princess Who Understands
Let Her Prince Be Shown
To She the Queen Who Reprimands
Let Her King Be Known
To She the Sphere That Sees
Let Her Circle Be Entered
To She Who Is My Breeze
I Inhale Her I AM Centered

No One Shall Ever Dissolve Our Bliss
No One Can Ever Disassemble This

Not the Greatest of Monsters Infernal

The Fire We Create
In Love
In Love
The Fire We Create

Is Eternal

- Blackout -

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Blackout's 12 Step Guide to Enlightenment, the Law of Attraction, Secret Societies, The New World Order of Baked Clams, Relationships, Creativity, Love, Laughter, Life, the Universe, and Everything!

Because I just love you wacky bunch that watch and listen and read my stuff, and because I am so appreciative of that and I get asked so many times, "hey Blackout, why are you so dag nabbit HAPPY all the time when the world is SO messed up!?" So to answer that as best I can - I now present to you my quick cliff notes version 12 step guide to enlightenment, the law of attraction, secret societies, the global elite, the new world order of baked clams, happiness, joy, creativity, laughter, love, life, the universe, and everything!!! WOOHOO! (blows kazoo and pulls a party popper). The basics of what you need to know to start yourself on a more aware path (and a HELL of a lot more fun one) are all here and they will either make A LOT of sense to you... or further and completely convince you beyond a shadow of doubt that I am firmly and fully off my rocker and absolutely insane! Both views are true and fine with me! 

Now pass me a baked clam and let's begin!

But let me crack my knuckles first, as even though this is the cliff notes version there's quite a bit to cover here, so I better get my Indiana Blackout Robert Jones Langdone adventurous game face on. Some of the more shall we say...dark sided Freemasons don't want you sheeple knowing or awakening to any of this stuff so they have buried it in a granite sealed time capsule in the Denver International airport that can only be operated and opened by a being who knows the master key code of the ancient ones:

CRAP! I entered the wrong password. They must have changed it again. It was "smellylizard" just three days ago. Damn - that shit burns! Eh.. I'll just hack into it later. Luckily I know most of the info already, so I don't need their cruddy fuddy duddy time capsule anyway.  I know most of the stuff personally from being a 42nd degree mason myself, but I'm one of the good ones, before they got infiltrated by the Illuminati and the shape shifting lizards and aliens, and since I dislike lizards, (I'm pretty down with the aliens though) I ditched the order and formed my own order because they were just getting all out of order and filled with disorders of the highest order.

They Watch - But I & my hat are always on top of them, and I Watch them Watch. So WATCH OUT!
Are ya still with me? Good!

If you are already an awake and aware person, this shouldn't be too shocking, and you probably already know a lot of this stuff, but you still might learn a thing or two about three or four different things - so keep reading, but if you have been walking through life in a trance, or as one of the sheeple people, now might be a good time to light up a joint if you have one or pour yourself a nice strong glass of scotch:, cause this might be a little shocking to you and may alter your reality tunnel just a wee bit to the left of what you're used to - your current trance.

Ready? GREAT! Allrighty... Heeeerrrre we go!:

#1 We are all one. You have your separate identity or ego just as a 'filter' so that the all can experience different aspects of itself - this would be called 'creation'

Example - if I hold a red pair of sunglasses between you and a white light, and asked you what color the sunglasses are, you would most likely answer 'red' as that is how they appear, and that is how we have all been taught (or programmed) to name that frequency or that vibration. So we say the glasses are 'red', but in truth, the glasses are every color BUT RED, and only the RED passes through - so that's why you see it. We are living in a word of inverse reflections of reflections, and filters of filters. The glasses are not holding on to the red but in fact discarding it or letting it through. The glasses ARE holding on to - or 'filtering' every other color, so in truth, the glasses are every other color but red, through which red is perceived by you as the red glasses because the red passes through.

Well, now look at yourself or another human being in the same way.  You look at your friend Nancy and go - "that is Nancy" but in truth, NANCY is a filter that is everything BUT Nancy - meaning, she is the entire universe then filtered through her ego / separate identity point of unique awareness - through which what you would call her individual personality or ego and point of view forms - which you perceive through your own filter of you.  Your unique identity and personality collects itself from its experience of the ALL like the filter of a cigarette collects the tar out of the tobacco.

#2 You have always existed, you will always exist. You ARE the UNIVERSE.

Your body is a vessel for the traveling driver that is your consciousness. Your awareness, your chi, your goo goo ga chew, your dao or tao, came into this vessel to know and play with itself in this goopy slower time space. It came, in essence, to create, to have fun, to express love, to know itself and its endless forms, powers, and abilities more so. As you better know yourself, so it better knows itself and ALL - for YOU are IT and IT is YOU - ITself and ALLself at the same time. Really and truly, what you think is a little tiny you in this big huge endless universe which is nested in other universes endlessly in all directions, well that you IS the universe. You ARE the universe! You are all of creation that has manifested itself as you as a point of reference to be able to even FEEL big or SMALL or ANYTHING at ALL, because without the ALL somehow manifesting into manyness or many POINTS of reference or perspectives - there is no experience of anything!  That's as real a definition of the word real that you can really get. YOU ARE HAVING AN EXPERIENCE, and that's all you can know for certain to be REAL. It can't be questioned, because the questioning validates and answers itself.  You must exist in order to question if you do. ALL can't know ALL or itself by just being ALL, it had to divide itself into little parts that could look at each other and even be able to ASK questions like that, or to be able to go, "hey! Look at me, look at you, look at us! Isn't this neat!?"

How did this first happen? No one really knows how the IS that always was and always WILL be started a division from ONEness into manyness or individual forms - but the above video which is an excerpt from "RA - The LAW OF ONE" is a VERY good start in understanding. There are many many writings on this subject and ALL secret societies and ancient mystery schools have reams of information on this most magical of mysteries.  If the answer to Life, the Universe, and Everything is 42, and 42 = 6, and 6 is the number that symbolizes love, then what is the great question, and does there even need to be one. Do you really NEED a question to the answer of love? Not really. Love is the answer to the question of itself. I'll touch on this again in point #10

#3 The only absolute constant is change, and if you don't direct the change from within, you can get lost in fear and thrown about for a bit until you take the wheel and drive.

As your consciousness plays with knowing itself, it manifests things into form, so there is not a big 'God' with a white beard that made the birds and the bees, (except on mental planes where people really really believe it because what you imagine and believe in you create or manifest) so instead of one 'superior being' creating everything you must understand  that literally we all ARE the being in question, the being we search for - and so we all did it.  Everyone is already networked just like the internet is. Every thought you have contributes to the whole pool of all creation.  You might imagine some strange animal some day and it now exists in some area of a forest you have never seen, but eventually - you will. All creators eventually meet their creations. All dreamers eventually meet their dream. If your consciousness is the passenger in the vehicle that is your body, why not DRIVE?

#4 What you think is 'real,' IE. the chair you are sitting on now or the computer you are looking at, is no more real or less real than say - imagining a pink giraffe sitting right next to you playing your favorite tune on the kazoo.  It's all energy fields. It's all vibration.

The first scenario seems more 'real' to you because you are specifically attuned to the frequency or vibration of your senses here in this world and THIS time-space of particular vibration and frequency, but in essence, both scenarios are a form of holographic vibration happening in your head, your chi, your soul, your karma karma chameleon or whatever the hell you want to call it.  The word 'real' is a funny word that really has no meaning.  Example: right now there are about 10 million people talking in the air all around you in cell phone conversations, radio shows, tv shows and broadcasts, internet wifi signals.... infrared and ultraviolet and x-ray and radar spectrums and you are not seeing ANY of them or hearing ANY of them,  except this one right here right now - this sentence you have ATTUNED to through using your computer devices and your focus and commands to pick this specific little bit out of information RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW out of the insane infinity of information and vibration and things that are happening RIGHT NOW and RIGHT in FRONT of you, IN you, AROUND you, and THROUGHOUT you and your space RIGHT now that are oh so very very REAL my friend. - You are just not TUNED into them or attenuated to them. When you tune your radio into one station does that mean that all the other stations cease to exist? Of course not.   Science itself has proven that we only perceive a tiny tiny sliver of the infinite spectrum of the vibrations and frequencies and dimensions that are actually happening.  Well once you wrap your skullface around that, then it is not to hard to figure out that there are actual entities that exist in other vibrations and frequencies and dimensions that you yourself are not tuned into or attuned to right now.  Figure out how to tune, and you will see that they ARE very very real.  Trust me on that one, but you won't need to trust my word, you will KNOW for yourself when you attune yourself to these other vibrations, but I highly recommend that as the Beach Boys say, you make it good, good, good vibrations! There are certain frequencies, vibrations, or dimensions that you REALLY don't want to tune into, just as their are certain radio stations that you REALLY don't enjoy hearing! All the great masters know this and don't try to STOP what they don't like.  I don't like country music much but I am not going to go and try to blow up the local country music station, I just don't tune into it!

#5 The world is finally waking up and really starting to GET this stuff without labeling it as 'new age mumbo jumbo'.  Religion and government are losing power and younger people won't stand for it. Not just because they are 'young' and disrespectful and want to piss off their parents, but because they are realizing religion is antiquated, manipulative, and separating - not uniting, and government needs a good spanking and to be taken back from the bankers and the corporations and led again by the individual - and this is happening, whether or not the bankers like it.Wnhether or not the corporations like it.  Any government that thinks IT is more important than the individual is a LIE because it is only made up of individuals - even though collectively we are all one. In the same manner, any religion that tells you that IT is the TRUTH and that OTHERS are the LIE and that you are going to some bad place called __________ is simply and without a doubt complete and utter BS and mind control.  No offense to any religious folks out there, but it's time to wake up and smell the Okapi poop and the whiff is a strong earthy smell that will awaken you!  Religion has been the cause of more death and suffering in the world than any other factor known to man. Any person who looks upon another person or group as inferior to it is what is known as 'asleep' and is in for a rude awakening at one time or another as they evolve out of separateness and into seeing all other beings as equal and cared for and loved OTHER SELVES, not just OTHERS.  When you look on all of humanity as you do on your children or your parents or best friends or loved ones, you are starting to get it. 'Love thy neighbor as thyself' is one of the few useful tidbits out of the highly manipulated various holy books of the world that appears in almost all of them and yet is almost always contradicted by said 'followers' of said books by people spewing hate towards followers of other holy books and not theirs.  This caused me to write the Thrice Great Book of Stink - the last holy (and smelly) book you will ever need.  There is no secret impenetrable 'wall' or stuff that separates you from me, white from black, a janitor from the president, or any scale in between. There are simply consciousnesses which are parts of the ONE consciousness incarnating and manifesting itself infinitely into individual form at infinite vibrations, dimensions, and frequencies in order to learn and play and know itself from its own unique perspective with its OTHER-SELVES.

#6 What you put out is what you get back.  The universe is not only a mirror, but it IS you, and what you think about everyone else and everything else is what you will perceive in your world for it is your vibration and you will attract like vibrations.  This is known as the 'law of attraction' and has gotten very very popular in the last several years because of a great awakening that is happening and also because of stuff like 'The Secret' hitting world wide best seller lists - with many people running around quoting their copy of the book or movie.  Unfortunately - The Secret, while being a very good primer or level one eye opener to the 'law of attraction' is primarily based on 'money' and 'material stuff' which is just a sliver of what is going on where as the law of attraction affects EVERYTHING and EVERYONE and goes so far beyond materialism.   There is nothing wrong with materialism in and of itself but it is a shallow playground when it is your only playground.  There are basically only two ways you can look at life. One is that there is some absolute material physical stuff that just happened to magically bang and clank together in such a way as to make LIFE and us and everything, and even immaterial stuff such as AWARENESS and thought. I don't know about you, but I've smashed rocks together for hours and they never started talking... except for one time, but there were magic mushrooms involved so that doesn't count. The other way of thinking is that there IS only ONE thing - and that thing IS consciousness, and all the supposed 'material stuff'' IS that never ending consciousness just vibrating at different rate, and is constantly created by IT.  In other words, what you think about and look for, you find, because you yourself and the universe ARE mental - you ARE consciousness, you are thought itself.  This is what the classic song childhood song "Row Your Boat" tried to teach.  The lyrics are:

Row, row, row your boat, gently down the stream.
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, life is but a dream.

That's not a joke. That's really good practical advice!  There is definitely a flow or stream of life that gently moves you towards evolving and not dissolving. We've all heard the term, "go with the flow," but what exactly does that mean?  It means when you LIGHTEN up and stop taking life so seriously, but take it gently, and laugh about things, and keep light, and keep merry, THINGS ARE ALWAYS INCREDIBLY BETTER! Think of the word en-LIGHT-en-ment. Your load lightens.  You LIGHT up.  Your burden is removed.  You are free! You stop with the silly suffering and fear!  Why do people run around working at places they hate, struggling to make money when they never ever even learned what money is or what monetary theory is or who created it or who manipulates and controls it and how it all works? They do it because they are in a trance, the trance of culture and society that is created to keep people ASLEEP chasing bullshit consumer items that never bring true happiness, just more running and chasing for more crap that will break so that you have to buy more new crap later.

Now again - I love stuff. I love my toys, computers, gadgets, and games. I love my film making equipment. I love my home theater and I love that I am able to be on my computer communicating with so many people around the world at the speed of light! It's fantastic! There is nothing inherently evil about stuff as it's part of creation and we enjoy it, but I don't delude myself. I know that it's just stuff, and I won't exhaust my spiritual energy trying to beat the Joneses as they say. You should enjoy your stuff, but you should be detached from it and get that it is only stuff - it is only transient manifestations - while your BEING, your spirit, is everlasting.

Think on it. Do you remember every gift you got for you birthday 7 years ago? Do you even still have half of the things you got say.. two Christmases ago? Probably not. Do you remember your first kiss though? You bet you do. Do you remember your first love? You bet you do. Do you remember the most exciting day you ever had in your life? Was it more about the 'stuff' or was it more about the EXPERIENCE that you had, or an experience that the stuff helped you have. When you really look think about it - it's experiences and relationships that are important and lasting - not material stuff. Every object you have owned has fallen apart or been chucked for a new object, but you probably have a best friend that you'd never want to chuck for a new best friend. If you've ever been truly in love with someone you know that no material thing can ever compare with that incredible, ecstatic, connected feeling - so while the experience of say, driving a new blurple Lamborghini may be fun - if THAT is more important to you than marveling at a sunset or a really good friendship or lover, oh woe is you, for you are in for a universal bitch slap... you'll eventually be visited by something similar to what Scrooge experienced, but it will be on your own unique level and in a form YOU understand.

Now, on the other hand, you should be a solid, happy, and connected individual being on your own - meaning, when you enter into a relationship with another OTHER-SELF, you should enter into it because of the absolute JOY of it, and not because you are needy and lonely. There's nothing worse than two needy lonely desperate people drowning each other in a relationship where they both think they will DIE without the other. That's not a healthy relationship, that's more fear based crapola! There's nothing loving or romantic about desperate clutching and neediness, but there is exciting and thrilling endless exuberance in SHARING your life joy with another co-creator other-self on EQUAL terms. You LOVE sharing time with them and giving and receiving love with them, but you don't OWN them and they don't OWN you, and should things change and they or you need to walk away or go on a exasperated path, you respect that, thank them and the universe for the time spent, and let them go in freedom and in love, not desperation and despair or hate, jealousy, and envy. Sometimes, beings come together and sometimes beings part, and if you can't get a solid grip on that, you are in for some pain - but remember - YOU are the one causing the pain to YOU - not the other person whom you are blaming!

While we are talking about the subject of relationships - it is important to remember that the same thing goes for you. You may very well have some have some so called friends that you DO want to chuck - and if you feel that way - you SHOULD chuck the friendship, because that means they're not real friends to you and you're not real friends to them ANYWAY so who are you both kidding!? Don't prop up bull crap for appearances sake. Your heart knows the truth. Your heart can't be fooled. Only your mind can be fooled. If your mind listens to your heart, it always gets the correct answer, but if your heart listens to your mind, it can get befuddled and lost in a mess of mind chatter. Cut the dead weight of the space ship that is your mind, body and soul. If there are people that bring you down where you KNOW there isn't really a friendship there, just a pretense of one, then guilt or fear or 'obligation' (which is another form of guilt) is keeping you propping up a dead weight and it is not helping you, and it is not helping them. Ships without dead weight sail more easily through the ocean of the universe. Boats without dead weight row, row, row, waaaaayyy more gently down the stream, and far more merrily too!

So drop the dead weight in your life, just say, "love ya but not into your path - see ya later alligator," and move on! It will be good for the BOTH of you, and both your boats will float so much better, smoother, and faster without all the resistance that comes from dead weight.

Now that your boat is rowing so merrily down your stream, let's talk a little more about WHY it's so important to row MERRILY and not resistantly. The stream's gonna take you down it one way or the other cause the water is flowing, but YOU control what kind of a stream, what kind of boat, and how the sailing is.

Example to more clearly explain the law of attraction:

YOU are the universe and your inner state of being is ALWAYS more important than your outer circumstances or environment, because it is your inner state of being that dictates how you feel about said circumstances or environment.   A supposed dreary environment only can make you feel dreary if you let it.

Three people are walking down a city street.  The first person has just left the house of a fresh new love affair and is floating on top of the world, the second is neither happy nor sad, but just at a neutral vibration, and the third was just dumped by a lover, had his car repossessed, and been fired from his job and is about to be evicted.  He is in utter misery and despair.   As the three of them walk down the very same street, they see very different things that make them feel very different things.  The first person notices the roses on someone's windowsill and how beautiful the architecture of the old brick buildings is.  They see the way the sunlight of the golden hour of dusk is making the street glow in a lush vibrant indigo and gold.  They admire and think it is a wonderful, beautiful, quaint street and imagine the occupants inside must be having a nice life, and maybe it might be nice to live there.

The second person is untangling his ipod headphone cable, and doesn't even notice the street, the buildings, or anything else.  The fact that he is even walking without bumping into anything is amazing. He is in a trance and on auto pilot. "God damn how do these headphone cables always manage to tie themselves into a knot in my pocket?" he thinks.

The third person notices some liter on the street, and that the buildings are far too old, and grimey. "What a disgusting place to live... how filthy," he thinks. He sees a homeless person looking through some trash for bottles and thinks, "schlub... get a job," but then quickly remembers that he was just fired and wonders if it might soon be him looking through the trash for bottles too.  This sends him into an even deeper depression and misery spiral vibration and now not only does he not like this street, but he dislikes the world.

"This street is beautiful!"
"My iphone headphones suck. Where are we anyway?"
"This street, and this planet, and the whole human race is a shit hole."

These are the three perspectives of the three people walking down the very same street, and they are all true - from THEIR unique perspective. The street is not changing for them. They are changing the street.  So if you want to be the master of your universe, be aware that it is not the street or whatever surroundings you are in that are creating your moods and your perspectives, but it is your mood and perspectives that determine how you handle and feel in any environment. The state of your environment is trivial and tiny compared to your state of being. Change your mind, change your state of being, and you change the state of your environment.

It is equivalent to this experience, which we have all had - you get up in the morning, you go to the mirror, and blech! You don't like how you look.  Now... do you wait and wait and wait and stare at the mirror and wait for IT to change... for your REFLECTION to finally smile and comb its hair?  No! You wash your face, brush your teeth, and hopefully smile at yourself!  When YOU smile... and ONLY then - THEN the reflection smiles back at you! NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND which is how this world and most of its inhabitants have been operating - much to their folly and dismay!

#7 ALL, and I do mean ALL the secret society stuff connects to the above stuff.  Almost ALL secret societies were started out of very noble and good intentions to allow gnosis learning of the above information while protecting or shielding themselves and their members from persecution by religion, royalty, or government - which simply KILLED anyone who did not agree with it.  True enlightened masters ALL taught what I am talking about here, and what happened to them?  They were always attacked and killed or persecuted by some group or individual - but they did not fear, and they did not tremble, oh no, they stood their ground in peace, for they KNEW what they were. They KNEW death is but a doorway and nothing more and they KNEW that those who wished to kill them were just disconnected unawakened unenlightened other-selves.  What was it Jesus said... "forgive them, for they know not what they do."

#8 There are secret societies that want to see a united world WITHOUT religion for GOOD reasons. Our founding fathers were mostly these type of people.  You may think they were religious nuts because of all the "In God We Trust" stuff and God talk in a lot of history books and quotes from the founding fathers, but what most people don't understand is that this was in no way the Roman Catholic God or any specific religion's version of God.  In fact, most of our founding fathers WERE MASONS and had a mixture of different ideas on what the word God meant - mostly a supreme guidance or intelligence or being as YOU - the individual understood it.  They understood that God was something one found within, and not something to be told or dictated. Some founding fathers were deists, but almost ALL of them universally agreed that religion needed to be kept OUT of government and left up to the freedom of the individual. In fact, the only actual mention of religion in the Constitution is on one being able to have the freedom of having or not having it and the mention in Article 6, at the end of the third clause:

[N]o religious Test shall ever be required as a Qualification to any Office or public Trust under the United States.

There are also secret societies and brotherhoods that have been INFILTRATED by very negatively oriented or polarized beings. These are the ones that most likely are what you would call the 'global elite' and these are the one who believe that domination by enslavement is actually the best course of action. They believe that they are the pearls and that the average people are the swine, and should be cleansed from the earth. These are the ones who are pushing so hard for the scenario as depicted in the murals at the Denver International airport:

I won't go too far into this, but if you are interested you can go to my website and watch the videos in the spiritual, financial, and health awareness sections and they will bring you up to speed pretty fast if you are ready for it, and if you'd like you can PM me and I can point you to a good list of books and sources that tell the full tale and the true history of this planet and what's really going on behind the scenes that YOU can research for yourself for your OWN knowingness and come to your OWN conclusions. A fascinating book that is also available for free on the internet is called "RA -  The LAW OF ONE"

No one can be TOLD anything is TRUE.  That is why the secret societies and mystery schools formed - to teach initiates or 'adepts' through gnosis  - meaning through the adept putting the spiritual teaching into his or her own practice and finding out for him or herself what was true and what was not through their own experience, ot through someone telling them, "hey, this is how it is!"

In the Freemasons - God is known as "the great architect" and when you get to a high enough level of understanding though your own gnosis you are finally brought to the awareness that 'the great architect' is not a single entity that you are going to meet, shake hands, and get judged by, but that it is ALL OF US - FOR WE ARE ALL ONE.

#9 There are MANY MANY various VERSIONS and sub groups of Freemasonry and other secret societies that put different spins on the above information - and like anything else, many of them have polarized into negative and positive camps - for polarity is one of the laws of this specific frequency and space-time.  Male/Female, Yin/Yang, Light/Dark, Positive/Negative, Love/Hate are really just spectrums or extreme poles of the SAME thing.

There are Freemasons who do, yes, worship what is known as Lucifer, but before you freak out, understand that it gets even more bizarre than that.  They worship Lucifer because they believe Lucifer to be good and that the God of the OLD TESTAMENT who is called "Yahweh" is actually a very nasty, evil, and deceptive alien that wanted to keep humanity enslaved, and Lucifer wanted to free humanity.  They also do not believe that Lucifer and Satan are the same being.  Read the old testament and you'll see that Yahweh is not only not a very nice dude, but he acts like an insane psychotic spoiled brat 10 year old - hellbent on being 'king of the hill' and not letting anyone else knock him or let anyone get any attention but him.  A lot of people did NOT like the old testament one bit and so the folks who write holy books said, "we better change some of this stuff and make it nicer cause the fear crap isn't working as well as it used to," and so then you have the new testament, and all the wars and divisions from various groups who fight and kill each other over the meaning of  old books of words that are pretty much useless in today's context.

This is where all the intense Jew hating and antisemitism started. Hitler was a member of SEVERAL magical orders and secret societies, and unfortunately he turned towards the negative polarity or 'the dark side of the force' as good old George Lucas likes to call it.  Believe it or not Hitler really did think that he was doing GOOD for the world and that by ridding the world of the what he considered to be evil Jewish people (Zionists), who controlled the world by controlling all the banks and controlling money and interest on money - that by killing them he would free the world of their evil control and UNITE everyone under his GOOD control... and he got crazier and crazier and crazier. Every evil person who wants control thinks that they know best for everyone else. It's classic. You would think that someone would have bitch slapped this screaming ranting and raving psychopath but nope, he had a LOT of support from behind the scenes from MANY of the secret society brotherhoods that have access to endless amounts of moula.  But if the Jews controlled the moula, how did the secret societies get the moula? Oh how twisted the tale gets and how far down the rabbit hole one can go.  Remember that you can;t just keep lumping everyone into one big stereotype.  Is it possible that there were non Zionist Jewish people who wanted to see Zionist Jewish people wiped out? You betcha. Let's not go there, but let's just say that what happened was no mistake of people fooled by a power hungry man. That man was psychologically profiled and put there by other beings. It was by design. Design by who you ask? Design by the negative oriented and infiltrated secret societies. The secret societies even have a lot of infighting amongst themselves.  I don't have the space or time to go into it in great depth here, but a fascinating book on this subject and the subject of why war continues in general is "The Gods of Eden" by William Bramley. I highly suggest you check it out.

I will say this much though: You will NEVER beat EVIL or UNITE anything by STAMPING some other group OUT - because we are all ONE. EVEN if there is some horrific EVIL thing, it is part of the ALL - so you don't try and KILL it, you do not give it ANY focus and it will die out of its own accord and re-emerge into oneness on it's own or dissolve itself because HATE and FEAR are dis harmonizing and destructive and noninclusive, whereas LOVE is harmonizing and constructive and INCLUSIVE.  Even Hitler is part of the ALL or God if you want to use that word.  The word God really messes people up so I try to avoid it, but let me give another example:

If you lived in the Amazon jungle and one day you decide that mosquitoes are evil and that the world must be rid of them (as Hitler so decided with the Jewish people, and as many groups have decided about many other groups) well guess what, you are going to LOSE!  You don't try to get RID of what you DON'T LIKE. You MOVE to what you DO LIKE and focus on that. Put your focus and attention to what you love. Energy follows thought and manifests because energy is thought and thought is energy.  Get the hell out of the jungle if you don't like mosquitoes!  Don't run around like an idiot through the Amazon for the rest of your life with a mosquito swatter and a can of bug spray - you aints gonna wins!!!

#10 All you need is Love. Love is all you need. Imagine. The Beatles had it right, and so did every major avatar, teacher, and amazing enlightened being that ever walked upon this earth.  Love in infinite and joy is infinite and there is no ceiling to the amount of love you can give or receive. Repeat that as many times as you need until you literally FEEL the love. Also, if I may can I get a word up to my main man Gandhi,  and I quote from him: "Whenever I despair, I remember that the way of truth and love has always won. There may be tyrants and murderers, and for a time, they may seem invincible, but in the end, they always fail. Think of it: always. "

#11 I, Blackout, am AWESOME, and the MASTER of my universe, and I love it, I love all, I love me, and I love you. SO MOTE IT BE!  Just as I am master and center of my universe, so are you of yours, you just need but realize it.  There are no EXTRAS in the movie of this little thing called LIFE!  Realize that this world that you THINK is so real is just maya, just illusion guided by your THOUGHT and your LOVE.  The REAL world doesn't need the word real, it just needs your love and your focus on that which you love, for that is how creation creates - through love. When you focus on what you love you WIN every time and you help all the rest of creation every time because all of creation is one and individual at the same time, such is the paradox and mystery of being - so as the great Axel Rose would say, "USE YOUR ILLUSION," but I would add, "use your illusion with love!"

#12  See 1 through 11.. and oh yeah... DON'T PANIC!

Love, Light, Laughter, Kindness, Creativity & Abundance ALL-ways,

- Blackout -

Master High Low of the Middle Way Trickster - 42 Trifid Nebula
President of the Institute for the Advancement of Foolishness
Author of the all holy Thrice Great Book of Stink
Worshiper and Humble Servant of my Holy Master - His Lordship the Thrice Great Okapi


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